Staying off wow
I was just reading some of the stories on this website and it brought back a whole bunch of memories that I guess I pushed out of my mind.
I started playing wow in February of 2004 when I was 14, I quit for the 5th and final time in August 2009. Around five years on a calendar, a year and two months /played over three characters. The effects of the game are finally starting to wear off and I can only reflect on that part of my life now and make sure something never pulls me in like that ever again.
It was hard for me to quit, the final time. I knew it was final though, every time before that when I had 'quit' there was always something in the back of my mind telling me that I'd be back. This time there was nothing, I was free. What was different about this time? I still don't know, I've tried to put my finger on it, and the best I can come up with was that I had finally hit rock bottom. I've been trying to find a better more explanation because "rock bottom" is such an overused term but that was really where I was at. I could look my parents straight in the eyes and say "I am addicted to this game, I'm completely dependant on it, I can't control my playing habits, and this is not the person I want to be."
I am starting to feel confident now that I will never go back to the game. All the times before that I had 'quit', I always had this feeling, this longing for WoW, now I don't feel that. For the first few months after quitting, I was worried that I would start playing again, and I tried at one point, my friends tried to get me back into it, and I played WoW for one day. After that day, I felt NO urge to continue playing, I had to actually make an effort just to log in by the end of the day. I also felt depressed, as if I had let myself down somehow. I realized then that I couldn't go back even if I wanted to.
The point I've been leading to with this rambling is that to successfully quit WoW and stay off it, you need to be at a point where you can feel in 100% of your person that you don't wish to play anymore and you want your life back. When you get to that point you'll know you've quit before you even stop playing, it's not a slow process, regaining your life is slow, but the quitting itself is fast and violent.
It's impossible to really quit wow if someone else is trying to make you do it, or if you feel like it's something you have to do for this reason or that. You have to realize that it's not just a game anymore, and that you want your life back.
I'm 19 now and I can't say I've ever been happier.
You're not a person when you're playing wow, your body is just a shell, your existence is in Azeroth.
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